Today while listening to Vitamin String Quartet I was inspired to free write about my ideal self. The songs I was listening to :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKvrfS3oER4 and then http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MAXFyclcvg
Just being in the moment, turning off my analytical thinking mind, and just letting my mind unwind and let my fingers go off on the key board…
My ideal self free writing exercise.
I feel whole, I act out of wholeness, I radiate wholeness, I am complete and fulfilled, unapologetically sexual because I realize that I have always been a sexual being, happiness courses through my veins, I am free of doubt, I hold space for all of my emotions, fear is my friend, I embrace my fears, I embrace all aspects of myself, I remind myself of who I really am, a shinning divine light, I can choose to be anyone I want at any given moment, I love to live in the moment, and ask the question how could anything be lacking in this moment, this moment is so perfect. I am grounded in my body, I love all aspects of my body, I express myself and my body fully, I am embodied, my voice is deep, loud, and clear, I love my sexy voice, I have let go of all attachments and needs, I have all provided them by myself, women notice me everywhere I go, I am living my life’s mission and my universe is bending for my aspirations and dreams, without even noticing I am becoming this evolved self, slowly surely, my body is strong, my body is muscular, I am flexible, I am patient, I am compassionate, I see the light in everyone I meet, and treat them as if that is all I see, I view people greater than they see themselves, My heart is open, it is okay to fuck up, nothing is ever a mistake, everything is alright, I just realign to myself, I have a lot of heat in my groin, my sexual aura is hot and radiating, My balls are pulsing with masculine, energy, women feel me, I live from a place of peace, and security because I know who I am, I know everything will work out for the BEST, no exceptions, I have sexual energy running through me and through my life, bringing everything together in a perfect way, I walk like a king. I am brave, I am courage, I express myself as a leader, I know my surroundings, I am aware, I am increasingly more aware, I am calm and relaxed, I remain centered, I am able to hold space for myself and for others around me, I stand in the midst of women’s emotions, for I am the masculine presence that holds as container, I grow girls up into womanhood, I understand their struggles, I know where they come from because for we all share the same “human” struggles, I love my world and the people in my life, my friends are evolving as well, they are happy, they become successful, I allow myself to be, to be in the moment, I love to be in this place of peace, appreciation, and gratitude. I feel connected to source, I feel powerful, I am unique, I have a unique sense of style, I love my style, I see beauty all around me, I am grateful, I am grateful for all the so called challenges for they are gifts that allow me to expand even greater. Women feel my true intentions without me ever speaking a word, my intention is to bring more love into the world, instead of taking from the world I ask myself how can I serve. My intention is to give to the world for I am overflowing with resources, I am overflowing with love, I am overflowing with sexual energy. I am abundant, I treat people as if I that’s how I want to be treated, I do unto others as I wish have done unto me. I enjoy the feelings of offering gifts out into the world. I love to be in touch with my body, my body is my temple, I treat my body very well, I am grounded into my body, and I let my presence expand into my environment, I take deep breathes, down into my belly, I allow myself to feel everything, I am sexy, I know I am sexy, I need no further outside validation, I am liberated, I love this feeling of knowingness, and liberation. I can truly be whoever I want to be, I can just be and love who I am and everything is easy, sex, connection, intimacy, love just comes to me, I am being pursued by them. I love myself so much I act in every situation as If I am bringing the best me out.