“Pieces from Sasha Cobra’s Journal.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I am grateful.
I am grateful for many things. As I move through this journey, I realize that I am grateful for all, even the things that make me feel “heavy”. All feelings are a gift. I am thankful for all the gifts I am given, whether I like them or not. In the end, I DO love all of them. I love to feel, for feeling is learning. I feel hard, so all the lessons I learn, I learn the hard way. The key is to master the “feeling” concept to indulge in all the greatness feeling has to offer.
Sometimes I feel so much, it brings me to tears. Ok…who am I kidding… A LOT of the times it brings me to tears. I am so appreciative of the person I have become, and even more appreciative of the person I am striving to become. I learn, I love, and I feel…HARD…and with everyday, feeling hard becomes easier.
I feel beautiful. My beauty comes from evolving, and being able to notice the changes and growth I welcome. I love being me and all the silliness I wrap around myself. Sometimes, it feels GOOD to feel “silly” feelings. I know what is right…but I also know that I enjoy being “left”. So, while I’m still learning to walk in the center, jumping from side to side keeps ME balanced.”
Sometimes It feels really good to just look back and see how far I’ve come.
My self worth comes from growing, from evolving, from deep within, from the strength to get up again and again
The next breath is the invitation to surrender, to open up to more and more love, to be fulfilled right now, in this moment.
The Present Moment is truly a GIFT.