I just wanted to make a post about some of the revelations I’m having the last couple of days, using FasterEFT.
The universe is bringing me situations and people as gifts to heal different aspects of myself.
So for example, I catch myself disapprove others by the way they look, but wait… who am I really hating when I do that? Me. So I get to heal aspects of myself that disapprove of the way I look. That critical part of me.
I disapprove of the behaviors of my roommates, but I realize I’m hating parts of myself that could act that way. And if I take a moment to realize… I do act in exactly those ways sometimes, and again I get to make peace and love that part of me.
Women suddenly pop up whom I haven’t seen in over a year, and I feel this unease because they have caused me pain before. Feelings of rejection, which was entirely exaggerated by me. And I get to release that pain and hurt and make peace with the past memory with that particular girl. Because I used to harbor subtle hatred towards these girls, but now I’m starting to drop that, and moving towards love. Another powerful thing about this is that when I look back at the memories we had together, I’m starting to only remember the good ones, unlike before I only remembered bad ones, and painted the whole memory as unpleasant, bringing up negative emotions within me. And the cool thing is I can transform these memories to the way I want it. It’s a mind blowing concept.
I’m really feeling how true this quote is: “When you judge others, you judge yourself.”
-More to come