I’ve been really putting forth the effort to get into the Vortex, lately… training myself to a new better feeling place as my regular state of being. Sure I’m desiring outside circumstances to reflect this, but I have this underlying desire to train myself to reach for better feeling thoughts/vibrations for no other reason than that I want to feel good, outside of circumstances. Or I strive to be that man anyway.
A good resource and inspiration for this is Abraham Hicks videos on YouTube. I really like her videos especially(http://www.youtube.com/user/giselefrederich), great music and imagery.
And I try to not reach out for confirmations, But I’m experiencing this powerful effect of Leverage, particularly during these Holiday parties and social gatherings that I’ve been attending, for one, attraction and interaction with women seem to be happening so effortlessly, the difference is, I’m getting hit on by women.
So how am I training myself to this turned on, tapped on state of being? Getting passionate about writing in a notebook with a pen and going on a rampage of positive aspects, just free writing and creating a new story for me. and To make it my dominant intent to feel good no matter where I’m at during the day. So when I get to the party or whatever, I’m already feeling good, and I do get thrown off the vortex…uh…A lot,still. I’d say. but what I would do sometimes is excuse myself to the bathroom and just take deep breaths, reach for that feeling of relief, which is the indicator that my vibration has shifted. I’m also still tapping, which also helps… When I catch myself being needy or wanting something to happen, I notice that feeling is sort of uncomfortable, so I remind myself it’s better to let that go and just focus on feeling good… easing your way out of uncomfortable feeling is a good trick, by talking to yourself and reaching for better feeling thoughts…this is a process, and it’s definitely a practice, that requires Effort. for sure.
I notice that when I’m in my vortex my issues and insecurities look different, that felt so real to me feels not so real, not so big of a deal, wait… it feels… inauthentic. a word thrown out a lot out there but I never really got a grasp of it. I think I might be on to something here.
When I’m in that low mood, that fearful, worrying place I tend to look at my problems in attempt to solve them, but I’m realizing that attempt is useless. not only that but the problem seem to get bigger by my attention to it.
Maybe the real answer is that…instead of trying to “solve” my insecurities, I just need to let it go, and reach for better feeling thoughts, even if it means to completely ignore it? or focus onto something else entirely different.
Could it be that simple?