This tuesday was the beginning of the 6 week journey of Destin Gerek’s teleseminar group coaching for men. I’ve been really drawn to his work and what he teaches for a little while now(maybe half a year?), his idea of using the power of mind to create a new identity really blew my mind. I was into law of attraction and manifestation and stuff like that and experienced some crazy things happening… of “things I visualized about manifesting into my experience” but this was about using that concept to manifest a “new persona” so to speak. I played with this concept by myself, explored it, and saw the effects it was having on me, And so when Destin told me about this new group coaching opportunity at such an affordable price I had to join.
Tuesday was the first day, and I have to admit I was pretty nervous about this whole thing, part of me didn’t wanna do it(but it was like fuck I already paid and made the commitment…), part of me was intimidated by Destin and all the other guys, but I took that as all the more reason to just do it. Get out of my comfort zone. And if it was bringing up all this nervousness then definately this is where I need to go, and for sure there is an opportunity for growth there.
I did my best to express myself on the call, and that was a breakthrough in and of itself, and that alone felt pretty empowering. This week was about clearing out limiting beliefs and so I put one of the biggest one I’ve been dragging along for a long time on the table, that was this belief that I’m not good enough looking, since I’m asian women won’t go for guys like me. And this idea that I need to look a certain way, media probably played a big part in this as I reflect back in my childhood…
Anyway through Destin’s powerful guided meditation at the end, I accessed my ideal self and saw his powerful gaze…Destin guided me to access this feeling of Knowingness, by breathing in that resource from my ideal self, who already embodied all these amazing qualities.
I was pretty blown away by this experience, I never realized I could access such a powerful feeling of Knowingness within me, as Destin guided us to all these resources, I could feel that within me, just an amazing feeling.
It’s a feeling of relief and joy at the same time.
I’m still experiencing this shift.
I love this idea that I can access this Knowingness. It’s quite powerful.